iwak sai

despair n hatred.....

2010-01-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

whats in it for me? am i still in my world thinking like whats a happy guy i was living a life, i need to wake up, what we need the most is what we hate the most, define my heart n i will tell u....
haiz..what am i saying...i'm still not fully awake yet, the mins that i spend thinking and reflecting,
what i wants its just not there for me. its easy to use words to calm a person, for me its differents words just go through this ears of mine. i'm too stuoid to think if i were n i weren't. All those things are happening to me n its moving fast, counting days by the hours.
Just let me be in my world, let me lock myself in my world, please don't ask me why am i like this...the person u know now may not be the same when we meet again.

ahhh shit!

2010-01-15T22:54:00.003+08:00

ahhh!!! shit!!! next week attachment liao!!! 1mths of attachment!!!
gonna miss disturbing my frenz.....haiz.... gonna chiong for bike prac soon!!!
hope gt slots....haiz..... kay lh gt nthon to talk gotta go go till den bye!

thru the times : 13 january 2010

2010-01-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

hard to leads a life where u can have peace in mind, where no one is there to get u,
attachment is just like 4 days away..omg, i'm not even ready for tis shit! n tis shit is abt 1mth?
omg! gonna stres my way thru.. case study? i dun give a damn! besides i still gt exam to take care of..come on? how stress can life really be? life a bitch when u spend 2/3 of ur life schooling and a slave to education, there is no such a thing as freedom
the freedom is that we school until siao, work money pay tax! we are working almost all the time until we die. tats the truth! face it!
exam is like wtf?! i dun even want to read my books!
wat i'm really concern right nw is to settle my bike lesson a get a lisence!
idiot course been sulky! making it hard to book even on practical!
there more shit comin next year!
omg!

thru the life: 12 january 2010

2010-01-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

done subbin wif my fren for the jae thingy, a man came up to me asking,"is the jae and dae the same thingy?, well? i juz reply its the same actually but dae is direct while jae is apply thru on9,
well gone to top up me prac money, wakakakakaka but sesat at around ubi...luckily me fren'papan' was also following as we all went to ubi as ja has an interview there...hahahahhhahaha, i sure gt a bad sense of direction....haiz.......
but in the end manage to get my ways corretly......
been feeling kinda of wanting to express feelings to someone but can't. its hard rite?
when u wan to express and the next thing u noe is the girl juz give a sweet reply..we can oni be frenz....haiz.....one to make first move or not? idiot! well juz bear with it then let time taks its cause.....

a day playin wif me new toy.

2010-01-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

wakakakakakaka, played with me new toy, very nice shots taken. if i can;t can say so myself..
hahahahahahhahah, morning2 sbl kena become relatives, husband somemore, scary sia the dummy eyes are moving...my job is to make the nurses life hard, so A1!
wakakakakakakaka, veri stress, mom is either gonna top up me prac money or not...mom i beg u...top up!!!! i wanna go riding again..
i wan bike! i hate buses n mrt! always crowded n u gt no privacy..idiot!
haiz...(sampai biler duit skola ku nk upgrade, asyik 5 ketul je..biler mau game)
wat i ate tis morning many might wan to know?
ate chicken rice with egg
drank ice tea.
sianz...i wan eat chicken chop!
kay lh until here oni.(sampai disini aja ya)
bye!

blog's back..

2010-01-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

kay due to recent demand's saying where are you?, why not blogging? so me back here again...........
juz bought my new dslr camera, sony brand, cost about 699, gt 8gb memory card, tripod and bag..
aiyah, basket open house people pangseh, short hand...now lecturer wants the t-shirt of the missing one back...but we all juz kept quiet rite? also tmrw sbl i gonna be the husband...wakakakakakaka
may the people tmrw be in peace.....

2009-07-27T22:54:00.001+08:00

okay..todae juz finish my bcls, only failed the one man cpr due to my unrelax compression, wakakakakaa, pharmaco ica finish, nw is abnorm pshy to be finish. aiya, still gt elective project still haven finish..pengz okay short n simple, wakakakakaka.
anyway, my new motto tat i have develop by experience, let see... live for yourself n not for others, your "bestfriend" when u feelin down is yourself, your "enemy" is yourself, at the end of the day the only person u can trust is yourself.

new attitude, back for business

2009-07-24T00:58:00.002+08:00

kay, wak 's back due to recent demands, orite..gonna start bloggin again.
kay year two sem 1, times sure flies by fast, in the blink of an eye its about time to go attachment.ai..
tis sat gonna go for me first prac, received helmet from my father as a birthdae gift, received gloves n duck bank from bro n kak, wakakak alrite, i gonna start saving money..bro. tis august 2, gonna up on stage juz to received a one god damn cheque from the mp, omg, can't they juz give me the cheque instead of me waitin for another two wks juz to shake her hand, juz give the cheque will ya?!
sian..everysaes a boring dae for me..ai..wat to sae got a boring n stress course in poly.
wonder why many quit tis course..ai..for me i almost quit but my kak n friends giv encouragement tats why nw i dun intend to quit juz like tat..perseverance is the key to success..ai....... why can't i have freedom? education is such a burden is like a "curse" once u enter nursery tats where u will sign contract wif education, n as the stage go higher, the burdens go up n up! tis sux! we are young adults yet we do not have the freedom tat we seek. ai....why? why?
hate attachment, hate sch, hate lecturers. might as well sit at home and stare at the tv screen rite?
waakakakaka.. rather than wake up early in the morning juz to take a bus to sch n end up gettin more stress form lecturers. etc ooooo...todae gt hw lh, ect..exam comin lh...wtf!!! ai.....................................................................
when am i gonna get a gf? ai.. i'm a good for nothing guy, i'm not fated to have tis relationship n perhaps i'm not ready for tis commitment ..ai.... wat am i saeing...tis is my thoughts i writin it here...wakakakakkakak
ai...wish i gt 1million in the bank...then all my wishes will come thru..wakkakakakakk.

2009-05-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

waksai is back....maybe... okay what to write? back to school again... saw the "girl"
what to sae..simple as put... P.s. the gal is not NYH please dun be mistaken...
welll, force to be back toschool, bcause of swine flu...
timtable is in a mess, all is last minute work..stress is back...ica, projects, overtime meeting, n etc..
worst i been elected as new sub grp leader for my grp..pengz...i relly hope i can do my job as a sub grp leader... so....pengz...the end..

2009-03-27T00:13:00.002+08:00

wats to sae.....i juz doen my supp paper for childbearin...
pengz......sad to sae i'm the only person in my grp...tats alll.....bought a new headphone called Ath-on3 a product of audio technica... pegz..within two week it shows signs of about to be spoiled...
anyway back to my emo/single life living by my own in this life...where love is not there for me even thought i tried hard to get it...it juz so hard.....welll wats life? to me life is juz a thing that is like a stepping stone where u get to no where...i'm truly confused.....i already tried so hard...i'm too tired for this stuff...anyway...i hope tat i could make it out of these setbacks... good bye...tis might be the end of me writin tis blog...i gt no mood for blogs...anymore....SORRY... there might be no more updates abt my life....tats all goodbye....

2009-02-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

wow...three more days and its chalet time!!!!! anyway, nw neeed to concentrate on doing my exams!!! p.s. mondae!!! bio paper!!!!, tues, psychology paper!!!! last paper is on wed, which is sociology paper!!! wow!!!! so fast!!!!! lol.....can't seem to study nw....sian...must focus2.....anyway...valentine day?! spend time wif family, lol, ma n pa bought the same hp and sae it a couple phone....lol.....anyway happy valentine day to all my friends!!! P.s. to all my friends taking same exam wif me!!! gd luck!!! P.s. i think i screw p my 1088 paper!!! lol......nevermind....time to focus on other papers tat are coming!!!!wakakakakakakakaka...tats all....

2009-02-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

haloooooooooo/long time since i post.....
anyway gonna hav a break to study for exam!!!!!!!!!!!!
soooooooo.....nt gonna post any blogs in mean time....
stay tuned folk.....

2009-02-02T22:56:00.001+08:00

finally, todae when to gym!!! for me!!! ALMOST Stairway to heaven!!!!!! sian, anyway todae was abit slack, sian lecture like no lecture like tat sian!!! might as well dun come school!!!!! F@@K!!!!

2009-01-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

lol.....wakakakakakka................next wk need to diet......my PERSONAL TRAINER will keep a look out...lol...wkakakakkaka..anyway, todae juz went my fren house in yishun, we went for cny celebration, of course i eat alot...wakakakakak..tats why need to diet.....if nt cannot fit into my jeans....wakakakkakkaka...anyway...after tat i took taxi to bugis, me and my two members while my kak went to meet her bf. so the three of us went to bugis market lookin for my hat, i dunno the name...lol....dunno which one to buy.....so ask me members, finally decided n bought it, cost around 12 dollars...wakakakakak, anyway, need to rush home, paiseh mom need to go work so need to rush home to look after my siblings......wah piang oi!!!! anyway...plannin to go again maybe to look for t-shirts if possible if budget is still there!!!wakakakaka...anyway the pic of the cny visit will be posted once got hold of it....anyway...
P.s. wahh!!! so long... one paragraph!!!!!

2009-01-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

alrite, first day of CNY holidae....lol...spend 12 hoursplayin my computer games gt addicted to it, the game is called left4dead, anyway, last sat, when out wif me frenz to bugis to borrow some books for essay but den it is only for reference as the books can't be borrow...wtf! what kind of library is tat!!!!! anyway had fun walking around bugis until suntec city.....lol....wakakakaka...so tired walk all the way...lol.... anyway plannin to buy the top hat....lol..wonder hw much it cost at the bugis market...so nice.......P.S> HAPPY CNY!!! to ALL MY FRENZ!!!!!

2009-01-22T00:18:00.003+08:00

wakakakakaka...sian!!!
today plannin to search for books to do essay but no choice need to go national library as the books are not available in school library, anyway.....lol...alrite long time since i wrote in blog...kay..wat to sae....aiya...gt constipation for two days because of the ramly burger....wah so tasty yet can be deceiving wakakakakakaka................
anyway plannin to save money to go chalet..sian...wakakakakakaka...anyway........
hope i pass my ha retest next week....wakakakakakakaka...p.s. wakakakakakaaka.....

2009-01-10T22:24:00.001+08:00

lol.... a new way to lock ur car...gurantee won't get stolen...wakakakakak.
tis pic i got at changi there...wakakakakaka..

2009-01-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

Aiya....sian loh!!!!! next wednesdae gt skills for health assessment!!!
walau eh!!! so early some more i second...sian......still weak in percussing lol.....
time to blog.blog.blog.blog. member dun fart smell telur ah!!!!
lol...wakakakakakaka..... anyway jut finish watchin the movie ipman...wah so cool...
the moves....in the end ipman was shot lol...
sian......

2009-01-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

its been two days since we break up,
why is it tat i'm still in tis stat, i juz can't forget...
why???oh???why???must tis happen to me,
u left my heart torn into pieces.....
tis sux.....
onli time will tell, hope it heals....
please dun feel sory for me...i hate it...
let me go down wif tis thing...
hope tomorrow will be a gd day...
no more worries......
time for the hyperactive Wak sai to be back....no more emo...
i hate it.......
today i got no mood, i ignore my grp frenz...
i felt so guity....
sorry for ignoring u guys!!!!!!
but the gd news is, i pass my practical despite feelin emo....

2009-01-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!
back to my single life......
no more..........i give up.........
no more.......
back to bachelor life....
time for skool!!!! no more love.....
time to work hard for gd grades!!!!!!!
i hope to pass my practical tis mondae!!!!

2009-01-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

Today, i just handed in me essay, ya... 1573 words, aftertat i had group meetin at my member's grandma house, ya, we ask alot of question regardin our topic, but i felt irritated abit, as one of tis member kept askin if we are done and etc, sian...its a grp meetin rite?? lol.........
aiyah, todae decided to postpone goin out wif my honey to saturdae, sian,,,todae very busy.....
hope that on sat we can go out without worries....
my kaypoh sis suggested that i bring my honey go clark quay....lol...
see how tomorrow....

2008-12-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Aiya so bored, countdown at home, aiya, buay tahan.... big bro's job of taking care of siblings...
anyway, to my members and my honey, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
P.s. 12 midnight i am asleep liao, countdown in my sleep, sian.....wakakakakakakaa
........... -_-"

2008-12-28T22:53:00.003+08:00

Last saturdae!!, wah!!! only eight turn up for class outin!!! shit lah!!!
but we had fun!!!!!
lol!!!!!!!!!
wah!!! wat a burden of being the outin leader!!! i give up!!!!!! tats the end of me being the leader!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol!!! i hope i didn't get sun burn...
it sux gettin it...need to wait for 2 weeks to recover!!!!!
anyway.....it feels good tat i finally get to enjoy fun time wif me class frenz.....
anyway lol....finally back to bloggin...its bein a long time since i blog!!!!
anyway....WAK SAI IS BACK!!!! WAKAKAKAKAKKA!!!! the villain is back!!!
wakakakakakka!!!

2008-12-18T23:21:00.003+08:00

Todae i got to meet up wif my old buddies aand my teacher....we went dinner together at mac at compasspoint. it was gd...finally we can chat together.....well, we are goin to organise a class outin to sentosa next sat but i got 50/50 chances tat there will be people cabot...so i hope everyone could turn up....tis is the onli day we are able to have fun as a whole class again...
YEH!!!i hope we can all meet up!!!Next sat at sentosa!!!
anyway its free, we are using class fund...so dun worry....alrite....
Ex sec 5/2 members i hope we can all meet up next week sat...have fun...alrite.....
P.s. message for ex 5/2 members!!!
please turn up!!! its once in a lifetime!!! and i'm the leader of the organiser!!
sooooooooooooo Please turn up!!!!

2008-12-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

Wakakakakakaka!!!
todae our group outing to escape theme park....
its a ver hot day.....felt veri thirsty,but tight on budget bcause the ticket was 8.90...kuang3...
should have ask mom for extra cash..how stupid of me....kuang3......
veri shiok....lol....i was bear hug when we entered the haunted house,den when we take the viking ride,almost felt like flying out of my seat,i thought i was gonna die.....lol......
i love the gokart ride, hahaha, the first one was the two seater one, manage to over the slowpoke drivr infront, the send go kart ride was the one seater,walau cannot overtake,kenna block by friends ,wa piang eh....kuang3....but manage to overtake my friend...somehow...feel like want to ride the gokart again....the wild and wet ride isat at the back...walau i was drenched soooo wet, luckily my hair was okay....Phew!!!, yakult ride was sian, it hurts my lil bro alot....to painful but now okay...

2008-12-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

i still haven't got the answer from tat girl...its already been 1 week....
i'm feelin soo alone and still waitin for an answer........
-_-"
anyway...
walau budget is tight...my pocket got hole liao...
i got pocket ache....
need medication....50 dollar cash,....

2008-12-09T20:41:00.003+08:00

aiyah....wa biang eh!!!! i kena tekan by my lecturer during skill labs test today!!!
wa biang eh!!!no choice so act stupid!!!!
worst thing kena lectured by lecturer!!
wa biang eh!!!
but i pass in the end!!!
hahaha..dealin wif patient life...
wakakakakaka!!!
giv me the diploma!!
and get over wif it!!!!
i wan to go ns...
and become a policeman.

2008-12-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

wah!!!sian!
last thursdae mornin...i think...
i hang out at the library north wing..walau got tis boi oso had the same laptop skin as me...
wa biang eh!!!!!!
i thought i was the onli person to own such lappy skin!!!
wa biang eh!!!!!!
courtesy of wak sai as some people ask me to blog about it...wakakakakaka!!

2008-12-07T21:44:00.001+08:00

Dunno wat sae.....aiyah!!buay tahan lah....
anyway....i came across tis new song from plain white t's
hope u guys like it!!!
http://www.4shared.com/file/61632603/9796fc08/Plain_White_Ts_-_1234.html

2008-12-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!
I Pass my sociology!!!
62% yeah!!!!!!
time to slack!!!!!
YEAH!!!!

2008-12-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

wah!!!!sian todae got a soooo bad headache...almost faint in the bus 83......sian....
anyway now 1088 ica have finish....wow....relax abit at last...
left psychology ica o be confirm...sian tis wednesdae got sociology exam...
haven study...onli flip the chapters tooo tired to study....spends most of time playin my psp new game gundam vs gundam....
anyway...
that's all....paiseh ah....long time never post....bcause veri busy tis few days....
lol.....

2008-11-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today?
i had mcmuffin with egg meal for breakfast
had large coke with tobelrone chocolate for lunch
had rice with chap chai and fried prawns for dinner...
just finish printing the brochures...
i felt kind of guilty for not being able to do something for the project 1089..

2008-11-26T20:53:00.001+08:00

i came across this new jonas brothers song titled- lovebug
hope u guys like it..
tis is the link to download=
http://www.4shared.com/file/61925970/1b63df94/05__Jonas_Brothers_-_Lovebug.html

crap time!!!!

2008-11-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

what to talk?? ahh?
i dunno wat to post liao...
but i got tis pic that i took.....
verri funny......
cannot post or can post....
the verdict is up to u all.......

2008-11-23T18:21:00.003+08:00

wat a nice group outing eating steamboat at wang min's house, the good thing is that i get to show my culinary skills and the bad things is that i'm lousy at rollerblading, sian butt now very pain, gurantee 100% now on C.R.I.B sian...ouch too painful.

2008-11-21T20:59:00.001+08:00

MY NEW HAIRSTYLEZ, cool man. finally got the type of lines i want...

thanx bro max for everything........

2008-11-20T20:38:00.001+08:00

just came across tis new jason mraz song!!
so nice...
tis is the link for download n listen
http://www.4shared.com/file/64388029/5b606447/03-Jason_Mraz_-_Lucky__Feat_Colbie_Caillat_.html

ost of the movie twilight

2008-11-20T20:35:00.001+08:00

anybody wan tis song?
http://www.4shared.com/file/67218494/3688c2a4/2_Parome_-_Decode.html
tis song was sang by the band paramore.
its a song from the movie twilight.

So tired!!!!

2008-11-20T20:18:00.001+08:00

wah,today ah, 2 rounds around the campus field followed by a game of netball/captain ball...
me legs are aching....
time to relax.......

PAYBACK!!!!!

2008-11-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

EH, TULANG!, u dun pray2...ah...bloggin about me ah!

ARIMA DOH DOH! TOK! TOK!

welcome!!

2008-11-17T22:02:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!finally blog 75percent...
still a newbie in tis stuff!!!!hahahahahaha.